Thursday 28 November 2019

Its alright ma (I'm only crying)

Dear Mummy,

Today something happened! I was at the breakfast at this hotel, and at the menu spread I saw i saw something that looked familiar.. and I looked down for the name .. and it was Seera.

Ok, Seera.. the sweet dish, an unusual sweet dish to find on the menu of a hotel. I took two spoon of it walking to my table. and mummy, something unusual was happening.. I had moistness in my eyes, and when I sat and looked at my plate, that moistness as swelled into a thick layer of tear on my eyes that i could harly see the seera on my plate.

and, tears were rolling down my cheeks. Mummy, it was seera, that you cooked for us whenever I asked something different to be made, and you started making seera at home.

It was same seera mom that you took you long winding slow way of cooking, much to my annoyance. Same seera mummy that I took one and kept it aside on bed complainting it iwas too sweet for my taste, continuing with my office work...

Same seera, mummy that you cooked again, saying : lets have Seera...and i complaining that it was too sweet

and mummy .. tears and tears... falling on the plate. tears i didn't shed lying on the floor on the bedoom, like you're on the sleep

Tears i didn't shed, seeing you on your sleep, in your eternal sleep, and found you so beautiful..so beautiful i never saw you before. and i realized that i never had time to see you till the day you went to sleep telling me that that now you won't wake up to bother me again.

and tears and tears mummy.. .. i ate the seera you cooked and it was not sweet mummy.. did you make it for me,,,,?

and i ate that seera mom, with you left me many days back never to come back..

Mummy, with tears swelling and eating seera, i so much regret that i will never be able to see you and complain - that seera was sweet, that you watch TV so loud, that you're so slow while working, this is wrong and that is wrong..and this is wrong and that is wrong.

I missed you so much mom, never as much when you waited for me.....

its alright mom... I am just crying!!

Love.



Sunday 31 May 2015

A faiz gem explaining the futility of life of so many of us so succintly..
and a plain and simple language makes it easier for me and many other mortals like me to understand it without googling..

Woh Log Bohat Khush Qismat Th’ay,
Jo Ishaq Ko Kam Samujhtey Th’ay,
Ya Kam Say Aashiqi Kartey Th’ay,
Hum Jeetey Jee Masroof Ra’hay,
Kuch Ishq Kiya Kuch Kam Kiya,
Kam Ishaq Kay Aarey Aata Ra’ha,
Or Ishaq Say Kam Uljh’ta Ra’ha,
Ph’ir Aakh’er Tang Aaker Hum Nay,
Dono Ko Adhoora Cho’d Diya’.

Kya baat hai....

Monday 21 April 2014

Sahir - Is he numero uno of boloywood?


ab aaye.n yaa na aaye.n idhar puuchhate chalo
kyaa chaahatii hai un kii nazar puuchhate chalo
ham se agar hai tark-e-ta'alluq to kyaa huaa
yaaro ko_ii to un kii Khbabar puuchhate chalo
jo Khud ko kah rahe hai.n ki ma.nzil shanaas hai.n
un ko bhii kyaa Khabar hai magar puuchhate chalo
kis ma.nzil-e-muraad kii jaanib ravaa.N hai.n ham
ai rah-ravaan-e-Khaak-ba-sar puuchhate chalo

Chakle

ye kuuche ye niilaam ghar dil_kashii ke
ye luTate hue kaarawaa.N zindagii ke
kahaa.N hai.n, kahaa.N hai.n muhaafiz Khudii ke?

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.N hai.n?

ye pur_pe.nch galiyaa.N, ye be_Khaab baazaar
ye gumanaam raahii, ye sikko.n kii jha.nkaar
ye ismat ke saude, ye saudo.n pe takaraar

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

ta'affun se pur niim_roshan ye galiyaa.N
ye masalii huii adh_khilii zard kaliyaa.N
ye bikatii huii khokalii rang_raliyaa.N

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

wo ujale dariicho.n me.n paayal kii chhan-chhan
tanaffus kii ulajhan pe tabale kii dhan-dhan
ye be_ruuh kamaro.n me.n khaa.Nsii kii dhan-dhan

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

ye guu.Nje hue qah-qahe raasto.n par
ye chaaro.n taraf bhii.D sii khi.Dakiyo.n par
ye aawaaze.n khii.nchate hue aa.Nchalo.n par

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

ye phuulo.n ke gajare, ye piiko.n ke chhii.nTe
ye be_baak nazare.n, ye gustaaKh fiqare
ye dhalake badan aur ye madaquuq chehare

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

ye bhuukii nigaahe.n hasiino.n kii jaanib
ye ba.Date hue haath siino.n kii jaanib
lapakate hue paa.Nv ziino.n kii jaanib

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

yahaa.n piir bhii aa chuke hai.n jawaa.N bhii
tanuu_mand beTe bhii, abbaa miyaa.N bhii
ye biiwii bhii hai aur bahan bhii hai, maa.N bhii

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

madad chaahatii hai ye hawwaa kii beTii
yashodaa kii ham_jins raadhaa kii beTii
payambar kii ummat zulaiKhaa kii beTii

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?

zaraa mulk ke raah_baro.n ko bulaao
ye kuuche ye galiyaa.N ye ma.nzar dikhaao
sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq ko laao

sanaa_Khwaan-e-taqdiis-e-mashriq kahaa.n hai.n?  

Tuesday 8 April 2014

Faraz's best

Karoon na yaad magar kistrah bhulaoon ussay,
Ghazal bahana karoon aur gungunaoon ussay,
Wo khaar khaar hay shakh-e-gulab ki manind,
Main zakhm zakhm hon magar galay lagaoon ussay,
Yeah loog tazkaray kartay hain apnay logon k,
Main kaisay baat karon, Ab kahan say laoon ussay,
Magar wo zood-faramoosh zood-runj bhi hay,
K rooth jayay, Agur yaad kuch dilaoon ussay,
Jo humsafar sar-e-manzil bichar raha hay faraz,
Ajjab nahi hay, agur yaad bhi na aaon ussay…!

Can it get any better ?

Phir usi rehguzar par shaayad
hum kabhi mil sakein, magar shaayad


Jaan pehchaan se bhi kya hoga
phir bhi ai dost ghaur kar, shaayad


Muntazir jinke hum rahe unko
mil gaye aur hum-safar shaayad


Jo bhi bichhde hain kab mile hain “Faraz”
phir bhi tu intizaar kar shaayad